... the shop shelves were empty. There was no more sugar or white bread. You could only get drunk on methylated spirits. And, to top it all, I had fallen for a certain highly talented but capricious and greedy ballerina. With huge difficulty, through my contacts and by spending a small fortune, I was able to procure all that she demanded: scents, eau de cologne, soap, face powder, chocolates and sweets. I also bought material for her dresses: silk, chiffon, velvet and muslin. And she would accept all of these as if they were the tribute she was owed. For example, we were once walking down Myasnitskaya [now known as Kirova] and came upon a store with agricultural equipment. In the window was an artfully arranged ball bearing. ‘Look Musia. There’s a ball bearing. Would you like it?’ I asked in jest. ‘Buy it,’ she said. ‘But what do you want it for?’ I enquired. ‘Oh, I’ll just put it somewhere,’ she replied. Soon afterwards, Vert